A lack of color

I’ve been so busy recently with all the project submissions, deadlines and presentations. I’ve taken to neglecting this space ever since the start of internship last year. In fact, just the other day, I scrolled down and noticed that through the past month I’ve only posted ten times, most of which doesn’t even really makes sense. I haven’t been penning down my feelings as often as I wish to but I guess that’s only because I’m keeping a diary. Well, sort of because it’s only my schedule book and I just randomly jot down/draw what I feel inside. I really want to continue doing that because every scrawl and illegible scribble really speaks how you feel, the pressure on the paper, the bumps and ridges you feel when you flip through them. Then again, it’s not really that practical because I’m already running out of paper and it’s just the start of February :(

Schoolwork is killing me because I’m not really used to the new project groupings but I guess change is always good isn’t it? Three modules worth of projects are down, two more to go and then it’s time for exams and shortly after, graduation. Scares me how time is moving so quickly. I love that we’ve been taking photos more than ever recently, just looking through them makes me smile from ear to ear, I don’t know how to deal without having my classmates around for my usual dose of nonsense. On the bright side, I got through an entire communicatons module without pissing the tutor off! Me and comms tutors normally don’t click, I have no idea why but I always get Bs for such modules and it sucks because I think it’s so easy to score.

Other than that, life’s been good to me. I’ve been burying myself under books, powerpoints and tons of PDFs that I haven’t really had time to take a breather. I feel like I need an entire week away to get my stress levels back to normal but that’s impossible. I guess it’s the stress that’s making my emotions really volatile like happy sad happy sad happy sad. But right now, I’m really happy and I wish I can share but yea… Not really. I guess I’ll have to wait then.

Anyway, I’ll try to write again tonight but first I have to get my project done and help my brother with his assignment. A very good day to you! <3 Keep clicking on my ads because I’m a couple more dollars to chequeing out! :D