Hello peepok. It seems like years since I last updated this space. I’ve been busy with assignment submissions and last minute revision for the midsems. This semester’s one is extremely tedious because there’s a never-ending flow of work. Major Project submission > Major Project Report submission > Assignments submission > Quizzes > Term tests. It was crazy and it’s sort of a miracle how I’m even able to sit here and type the above paragraph out. I was expecting myself to be buried six feet under the dirt or probably held back by restraints and straitjackets in a mental hospital by now. Not very good at dealing with stress, am I?
Now that the stupid tests (that got me cursing and swearing at random bits and pieces of paper at night) are over, I can finally catch a breather. I don’t remember much from the past week actually, my brain was functioning on energy-saving mode the whole time so that I can make full use of it to memorize ridiculously long formulas that I probably will NEVER EVER get to use again in my life. But that is what studying is about right?! Learn a huge amount of things you can never find a need for, then end up regretting your decisions for the rest of your life. This is why I choose to play my schooldays away and torture my brain for about two weeks. Nice strategy *claps*
Studying with Don at Leisure Park on Saturday. We ended up talking endlessly instead hahaha.
Studying with Masri and Daniel on Sunday in school, super ineffective because we spent ages trying to look for comfortable and windy seats in school. You can never imagine how crowded the school actually is on a weekend. Not a single empty seat, no kidding. It was also the day my emotions went on a rollercoaster because of some unfortunate incident that left me close to tears and on the edge of my seat the entire day.
I even tried to study at home and ended up wasting two complete days away. I’m a terrible terrible person with a complete lack of self control, sigh. But heck yes, I have cute toenails so it’s a-okay.
Couple of things I do when I’m really bored.
Meatballs and dinner with classmates Persis, Don, Alvan and Colin on Wednesday after our hardcore FMF studygroup session. It wasn’t that hardcore actually because we were all stuck on the same question and topic for hours. I think all of us were really close to breaking down because we had over 20 different formulas to memorize by heart and we weren’t even close! The car ride and awesome dinner made up for the stress we caused our brains, honest. I’ve never been a huge fan of sweet things but I really desperately needed that chocolate mousse to cheer me up! >:)
Silly photos from today’s little alone time. I’m so addicted to instagram now because it’s like a little photo album I bring around to help me remember by days!
I had lunch with a huge group of people today at Pastamania (Weihao, Don, Nick, Ben, Nicholas, Yono, Daniel, Timothy) after our last paper. Then I had my Me Time for chillax and finally loosen up for abit. Caught Mission Impossible too, great movie though it’s pretty draggy and my bladder was dying from the suddenly huge amount of pee it had to hold HAHAHAHAHAHA. I hate leaving the movie halfway because it’s scary to walk down the badly-lit steps in the theatre.
Recently, I’ve once again picked up my habit of collecting notebooks and writing my favorite quotes/ feelings/ words in them again. I love writing so much, I can’t begin explaining why. It’s not just writing, penmanship too! Growing up to be an author has always been such a near and realistic ambition since I was in secondary (or maybe primary) school. I kind of gave up on that dream when I realized how hard it is to complete an essay of over ten pages, a book would definitely be worse. Not to forget, there are times when you want to pour your feelings out on paper, but halfway through you can’t find the right words to express your exact emotions and somehow you just get stuck. Besides, half the things I write/ blog / think about it complete nonsense and no one would even bother reading it. I guess I’ll have to stick to my little stupid notebooks then, no matter how ridiculous my collection of notebooks is getting :B
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