What the fuck seriously. Why can't things just get better for me? You know what, whatever god or fuck there is up there, screw you. Is it that fucking hard that for once, you can't even let me have something good going? No, apparently not because it'll kill you to just let me be. Thanks you know, every single fucking time at this fucking time of year. Now you know how I feel, like I'm a fucking bad luck magnet, no good-doer. It's just goddamned nice to start a new month like this, I've never felt any better.

Does anyone even knows how it fucking feels to be trying and trying again and again even if you keep getting knocked down? Welcome to my fucking life, but you know what? I'm fucking tired of having to go through this yet another time. Seriously. Asthma, anemia, whatever. Just do me a fucking favor and kill me already. I don't need you to drag it out, I don't need to go through this fucked up games "you" play. I'm motherfucking sick of this life.

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